Tuesday, April 14, 2015

Naturalistas

I know I mentioned quite some time ago that i have a youtube obsession. It started with finding the random old songs I hadn't heard in years. It progressed to the funny youtube personalities. Then to the different cooking channels/makeshift chefs. And then to the black webseries.

Now, my new obsession is the youtube naturalistas. Idk what it is but i just like watching people do their (natural) hair. I guess i'm hoping some of this creativity/femininity will rub off on me. Almost 2 years since my last relaxer and i still rock my hair either in a ponytail, in braids, or straightened. No big chop so there's still damn near 6 inches of straight hair dangling on the ends of a skull covered in a mix of tight 4c-ish curls and similarly tight waves. Its really quite an interesting experience running your fingers through this mess hair.

Anyway, it just seems like people who make youtube videos are so put together. Like...where are the raggedy broads at? Or am I the last one?!? lol. At some point in life i'm going to become a girl/woman/lady.

Not to day though.

Wednesday, April 8, 2015

Whats in a name?

I just read a wonderfully written short story over at The Naked Convos called Naming. Awesome story. Def check it out before you continue reading here because I'll spoil the whole story for you if you don't lol.

*SPOILER ALERT*

The subject matter definitely gave me a bit of pause. I honestly can't imagine being the wife in that situation. Can you imagine finding out months or even years down the road that your husband allowed his mistress to name your baby?!? What kind of fuckery is that? That seriously is some low down trife-life stuff man. I don't even know what I would do with myself. I mean, its bad enough that you had a mistress to begin with, much less one you were carrying on with for almost 2 years. But add to that, the pregnancy you caused has your wife on bed rest for a significant portion of the pregnancy. Then you got the nerve to ask your side chick to name the baby your wife is carrying. This can't be life. Thank goodness it isn't. Though I wouldn't be surprised to hear this happen in real life lol. You know some people have not a stitch of act right in their entire body.

Assuming you were able to look past the whole cheating aspect, what would you do if your spouse asked/allowed their side piece to name your baby?

Tuesday, March 31, 2015

I'm so mad that i could scream

Until recently, that was just another dramatic, hyperbolic statement. But the other day. Man, make I tell you. I don't know what unearthly sound that was that escaped my mouth but jeez. Whomever came up with the statement i'm so mad i can scream....i can totally relate now! LOL


I don't even want to say I was mad. I don't usually get mad. I'm not even sure what mad really is. I do know that I get irritated/annoyed quite often. And my patience for foolishness is very thin. But is that the same thing as being upset? No, right?

Either way. I got so angry that I screamed. A loud and healthy scream. At least I was alone. And not in public, frightening small children and grown folks alike.